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having trouble dealing with the notion of mortality
not to mention all my troubles with morality
trying to be the best man I can while I'm still alive
making others feel better about themselves is where I thrive
some people take advantage of the services I provide
walking on me like a doormat all the emotions I hide
thinking about the earlier days when it was me against the world
regret the day I learned some shit and my ego unfurled
using psychedelics to get a reality check
learning everyone's secretly an emotional wreck
we're all in this together, weathering the storm
fleeting moments of happiness in rare form
an ongoing lover's quarrel between god and the devil
life's not fair the playing field will never be level
non-verbally inept but I'm verbally adept
I have a pretty good sense of everyone I've met
life, death, dreams, regrets
dwelling on the afterlife or the probable lack thereof
hope you don't only live once, hope there's some holy shit above
I just wanna be loved rather than being emotionally tugged
jading me depersonalizing me, my conscience unplugged
multiple crises, existential and identity
basically there's no such thing as me
going through the motions within all the locomotion
alleviating everything with synthetic potions
the futility of philosophy swallowing me willingly
my thoughts expended I don't have the answers in me
maintaining abstaining from what's keeping me waning
humility humiliation finish line waiting
for me to never cross it, never turning off the faucet
daemons in my closet making another deposit
Withdrawals from comfort, all my thoughts go unheard
embracing everyday living so absurd
love, hate, jealousy, spite, life, death, dreams, regrets
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